Friends 

  

Good friends are wonderful. They're there to support you and to help you. They make you laugh and feel good. I'm lucky, I have two very good friends. Sure, I have lots of other friends. But these two people, I would take a bullet for. 

  

We've known each other most of our school lives, but we never really "hung out" together until the seventh grade, when we all went to Junior High. There, cliques were formed; the popular and the unpopular began to separate. Most kids joined in massive groups to eat lunch. But we found each other and stayed in our group of three. Why?...because with our small group we could share our opinions and be heard. In those big groups, it's hard to get your opinions out. Another reason is because we shared a common interest: computers and computer games. 

  

We may spend a ton of time in front of our computers, but that doesn't mean we don't have a life. I'm near the top of the varsity swim team. One of my friends is the best speech and debater out there, and he bikes like crazy. Another one has the tools and ability to build anything. And the last worked so hard in sports that she destroyed her knees pretty badly. Now she uses crutches. 

  

The ffirst timeshe had knee problems was in eighth grade. It got so bad that she actually had to miss half a year of school and stayed home with a tutor. We missed her badly, and would visit her occasionally, but we were overjoyed when she did return to school. It was great to see her walk to school without a wheelchair, without crutches, without even her cane. We welcomed her back into our circle of three and went on with school as if she never was missing. 

  

In the beginning of her sophomore year, the knee problems came back, and with a vengeance. she had to leave school again after the first quarter. It was saddening to have to miss her again. But some of my fondest memories of this year were when three of us stormed her house as a trio and dragged her out to take her to movies, parties, etc. The feeling of completion that she brings to our circle really reinforces my feelings that we're all the best of friends. And I think that we're doing what good friends should be doing too. We help her through this tough time, which often means putting on smiles when we're a little scared by her lack of improvement in her knee. 

  

Looking back it's hard to believe how much my friends have shaped my life. It's hard to think of what my life would be like without them. We are more similar than we know and mean a lot to each other. It saddens me to think that we will probably only be able to see each other on a daily basis for two more years. But, of course, we're going to fill those two years with memories of our times together. 

Like many others teenagers whos got the offer further their studies in university, they must be felt excited, nervous maybe a little bit scared of new environment so do I. I'm glad that I've got the offer from UiTM it is because all of my bestfriends got the offer but in the different campus. Do you still remember how your first day in university? I still remember little bit that day, I think that the time running fast. Its like just yesterday I come to UiTM, but actually I now moving on to part 2. I hope that I could success in whatever I doing. Now, I will tell some of my memories of first day in UiTM. I left the house around 730 in the morning with my mom, dad and my three little brother. I arrived at UiTM ALOR GAJAH around 9 a.m. When I'm entered the gate my feeling changed, from excited to nervous and a bit scared. I keep on asking myself whether I can adapt in new environmet here. What if I can't find friends here?, what if I can't stand being here? and many more negative thought in my head maybe because I'm too nervous of meeting up with new friends. Okay let's proceed, firstly I have to registered my identity at my college to get my room, my College name is TUN SABARIAH(!). After I got my room which was at level 7-14 room D, I have to clean it up and arrange my stuff at the locker. Then there was a very sadness moment in my life where I had to dispart with my parents for the first time. Even I hate this thing happen to me but I must to go on towards my study. I just hide all of my tears in front of them to not makes they feel sad.ohh ya ! In the room I had met new friend as she will be my roomate for the first semester.

                                   (well ya this is my beautiful college)
After I've finish do the all thing in my room, we have to congregate and get ready to be oriented which was very popular by its own name "MDS" which stand for MINGGU DESTINASI SISWA by the senior at the UiTM main hall called Dewan Taming Sari. On 4 o'clock every morning, I heard a noisy sound from the down stair screaming out their voice " faster! faster! " so I quickly woke my friend up from sleep. We then quickly took our bath . That day was very exhausted, we have to walk and eat quickly. Can you imagine we have to walk quickly from a place to place with wearing baju kurung and sandals not sport shoes. Quick, I mean is it's was like running. I felt like wanted to burst my eyes into tears because I never felt like that before. We don't even have time to rest. We rest only at night after 11 p.m. We facing that exhausted routine for a week! We don't get enough sleep, enough rest and enough heathy food. At the assembly we are not allowed to sleep awhile and if we are fall asleep the facilitators will snap our picture and will show it at the hall. However it had trained me how to be discipline and punctual towards time. Besides, It teach me how to cooperate within the group and the very best things it gave me opportunity to know other students from different courses. Even it was a very challenging week, but it was gave me a lot of spirit, confidence and belief in self.But after a week I find that even we are exhausted to death it is an unforgetable memories because I also met many friends from different state :)

Hey girls boys ladies and gentlemen, I'm feels like i'm ready to start blogging again, Being a blogger again! yeah sounds EXCITING! So this is my first post. I've last posted in Blogger in March. And yes, I do miss Blogger. Ive been on that thing since I was thirteen. So no reason to leave Blogger.. I think i got a lot of story to tell you all, since I have being through a lot of things like The date with The Mr.FINAL EXAM , yeah I think I had done so well,hehee So now , i'm just keep pray to God that I'll get excellent result, 4flat. Yess,thats what im really hope . Like the tides my heart is broken. Like the wind my heart is shaking. Like the smoke my love faded away. It never erases like a tattoo. I sigh deeply and the ground shakes. My heart is full of dust. I thought I wouldn't be able to live even one day without you. But from what was expected, I'm getting along quite well by myself. You don’t answer anything as I cry out "*I miss you"*. I hope for a vain expectation but now it’s useless. What is it about that person next to you, did she make you cry? Do you even see me, did you already completely forget me? I am worried, I feel anxiety ... no im not , ive someone else already . If in this lifetime, I wont get to have you, I'll make sure that if I meet you in my next life I wont have to think twice on saying that "I waited a lifetime to say I love you..." Moving on is simple, it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult I dont miss him, I miss who I thought he was If someone you love hurts you cry a river, build a bridge, and get over it. Never be sad for what is over, just be glad that it was once yours. Should I hate you because you hurt me? Or should I love you because you made me feel special? Deep down you know it's best for yourself, but you hmm ... Just another day eating alone And though i smiles There is something just hiding And i cant find a way to relate i just goes unnoticed As the crowd passes by And i'll pretend to be busy When inside i just wants to cry i'll say... Take a little look at the life of Miss Always Invisible Look a little harder, I really really want you to put yourself in her shoes Take another look at the face of Miss Always Invisible Look a little closer and maybe then you will see why she waits for the day When you'll ask her her name . You brought me hope, when I had none, I thought you were my destiny, I thought you were the one. And I don’t understand why we couldn’t be, You seemed so perfect, you were everything to me. You gave me love, when I had little, I opened my heart to you, it was so brittle. Each day thats passed, I’ve shed. bye.